what a crappy night

I had a really difficult time getting to sleep last night, or should I say, early this morning. My heart was racing and I felt very anxious. I think I finally drifted off sometime after 4am. I know the insomnia is a reaction from not having my meds for several days, then going back on them. That really f**ks with my system. I know better than to do that and I feel stupid for not keeping up wth my prescriptions. If I did, this wouldn't happen.

So, now I am tired. Really very tired. At least the rain has stopped for the time being

f**king microsoft products!!!

grrrrrr...MS Access has crashed on me three times in the past 45 minutes.

And, yes, I have to use Access for this task. Otherwise, I would not be giving myself a headache by used it. You'd think a company with as much money as the Evil Empire has could come up with a product that would actually run reliably.

OK, I know, I am in fantasy-land again.

Feh.

I am the master...

...of data formatting. Woo-hoo!! Yes, I am a nerd.

I am finally near completion on an odious data formatting/compiling task, despite MS Access's refusal to cooperate.

Off to dance for me...

Ow...it hurts, it hurts...

Dance tonight was intense. I actually felt my body reach it's absolute physical limit on several exercises. Needless to say, I am very, very sore and exhausted. And the tops of my feet are a bit banged up which is never all that comforatble. On tthe good side of things I actually got a few compliments from my teacher and I felt stronger than I have recently. It was a good class.

And in the Stupid Jessica Tricks category, my left knee hurts a lot 'cause last night I ran into the chest we have at the foot of the bed as I was making my way into bed. I banged it right where it is already kind-of damaged and I think I did more damage than simple bruising. Feh. Guess it is back to icing the 'ol knees every night.

Well, I have a mac'n'cheese'n'fake-bacon casserole in the oven so I am off to eat it, make a few phone calls, then enjoy my solitude. M. just left with his friend to watch movies at anotther friend's house, so he will be probably be our fairly late.

Damn I'm tired and sore. At least I will probably be able to sleep well.