a little bit numb

So, while yesterday I was able to ignore the reality that we were really at war, today I cannot. I just feel numb and confused about the whole thing, And really, really scared. I am scared of what could happen here. I am scared about how many will lose their lives the world over due to this war. I am scared there will be many, many lives lost and no resolution, just bloodshed. I am scared that we really will end up in the midst of biological warfare. I am scared someone I know may die.

I haven't really formed much of an opinion about the strikes I think because I am too overwhelmed by the awful reality of it.

All I do know right now is that I am hungry and need to eat soon.

so, the headache is back

I am being haunted by an evil migraine that refuses to die. This really sucks. I thought that catching up on my sleep would help, but it did not. I spent a few hours today headache-free only to have to return about an hour ago with a vengence. I took some tylenol on the off chance that it may help. In addition to this damn headahce I am hurting in a bunch of different places. My right-side/back managed to get injured (I am presuming from dance) and it appears to be a muscle thing, but it keeps hurting and making me very uncomfortable. There is a strange lump in my back around where I hurt it as well. I think I need to see a doctor., My knees are hurting as well--12 year-old injuries die-hard. I am all-over kind of achey--that kind of achey I get when I am pushing my body to its physical limits and it complains back. The headache is intensifying all the other minor pains.

OK, so enough of a self-pity rant. I am going to do some more work and hope this headahce dissipates before tap class tonight.